About this time last year I declared that my 2019 was going to be amazing and guess what it has been. I have had some major wins, some big firsts, and many green lights. By way of contrast I’ve also faced some BIG ugly stuff leading to things I needed to face and lessons to learn or even relearn. I challenged some fears around certain things and won. I found another level of healing I didn’t even know I needed. Go figure.
My friend E tells me that Mercury being retrograde during November and in Scorpio somewhere and with Pluto and Saturn being conjunct has something to do with these big uncomfortable lessons. (Sorry E I was listening but you lost me along the way). It’s deep technical stuff right.
Anyway, Secrets that were hidden coming to light which off course they always do. Doh! But the great thing about secrets being revealed, it offers up a whole new level of freedom … it’s like being sick (vomiting) and instantly feeling release. phew … There … it’s out, so much better. I am human, I’ve made mistakes as all of us have.
Thank God, I’ve grown, I’ve matured and I know so much better now. Isn’t that life correcting as we go, learning, growing, healing.
It’s the 2nd December. And it’s beginning to feel a lot like Christmas ⭐️
It’s the last days of the last month of the the year. In 30 days it will be not only a new year but a new decade. DECADE people!! I look back on my last 10 years as the biggest period of growth. I’ve had to breakdown stuff and re build some stronger and firmer foundations. Some had eroded years ago but I wasn’t truly paying attention. I’ve deconstructed parts of my life and understand many more angels and aspects. Some revelations haven’t been pretty at all, but guess what? underneath all of some of the stuff was decay and mould, emotions not expressed, creative parts of me which needed unearthing, gifts nearly buried which needed dusting off. I’ve found some real treasures and gems.
For me 2020 represents a time and chance to start over, to tweak my life and to fine tune some parts of it. To reset and refresh. With vigour, with gusto and everything I have. I am upgraded, expecting more, going big, all in. Why you may ask ….. Because I have under estimated myself for far too long and in doing so I’ve under estimated my source. I am truly fearfully and wonderfully made as all of us are. Whatever we believe in, God, Goddess or other, our source is unlimited, omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscience and working for our good. Being in line with our source means the impossible becomes possible.
I have learnt to pay more attention to what is going on around me and to the people around me. Chatting with them I hear their stories and those give me more hope and confirmation that things are happening. And if things they thought were impossible and has turned around for them then why not for me? (Analytic brain kicking in).
I’m encouraging this tribe to use these last days of December to seriously re think some stuff and consciously decide and declare to leave things behind in this decade as we flow into the next.
Encouraging everyone to upgrade not only mindset and thoughts but also the heart-set.
Who needs to be asked for forgiveness? what do we or who do we need to forgive? Let’s leave that smelly stuff right here in this decade and go into the next one clean.
I’ve spent the weekend getting rid, old letters, receipts, shoes (yep I said it)! Stuff that has laid dormant for a few months or even years. Digging deep and shining a light in the old boxes, into the crevasses and corners and seeing what is a keeper and what is not. I’m making room for all the delicious new stuff that is waiting not even coming, but waiting to enter this glorious life.As I always say, this right here is no rehearsal, this life is real and it’s time to be the real deal. ‘Imposter be gone’ step forward the real authentic article.
Have an incredible December make it count because it’s one life. Be kinder to everyone around you because we all matter.
Peace and Love
Auntie Jan
Synclarity Coaching Practice 